本来，2006年11月24日是个伟大的日子：章岚考完A Level的日子！心情就是畅快！下午去唱k飚高音飚得全身每个细胞都仿佛在云端飘。

 

结果晚上回来正happying，就出事了。从隔壁房一路小跑着回房间一时控制不住拐弯时centripetal force太大然后停下来得太快等等原因（考试考完了，不用仔细分析这些力了），我就摔倒了，扭到了左脚背，擦破了右腿膝盖，拉翻了门口的整个鞋架。。。脚，疼。气死人了，原来的这几天想怎么玩就怎么玩的计划正式泡汤。菩萨保佑，快点好起来。

所以说，以后办事要稳重，沉着，冷静，不被，喜悦，冲昏，头脑。

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很郁闷的数据统计：

来新加坡以后，地湿摔到屁股一次；在房间门口扭脚扭了两次；从楼梯/台阶上坐滑梯滑了三次。

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早上去clinic看脚。那个医生的医术啊，真是要命。不过念在他以前每次都很慷慨大方地给我MC，还是可以给他一点credit for his understanding of patients' implicit needs。他总共看了没多久，大部分时间都在问我要不要回家什么时候再来这里要和教育我要学适合女孩子的专业要选好另一半。

我足不出户了但黄她们都出去了，所以我下午除了唱歌自娱自乐以外都没有讲话。就像阿信的歌词：无聊慢慢地撑涨我的灵魂。

现在遵医嘱把腿搁得老高以帮助血液循环。搁着搁着就觉得腿冰冰凉。我想不错血液在流动了。再想不对啊，我是热血动物血应该是热的。怎么回事呢。

我的碎碎念确实没什么sense。pardon me.

The Snow Queen其实是安徒生写的一篇童话。刚刚在wikipedia上看了一下，很不错的故事和中心思想呢。要表达的就是the struggle between good and evil。考完试后我要去买一本来看看。

一段节选：

"I can't give her any greater power than she already has. Don't you see how great it is? Don't you see how people and animals want to serve her, how she has come so far in the world in her bare feet? She must not learn of her power from us. It resides in her heart, it lies in the fact that she is a sweet and innocent child. If she can't reach the Snow Queen on her own and remove the glass from little Kay, there's nothing we can do to help her."

我爱youtube，我爱bt---这两位亲爱的可以让我第一时间（其实比第一时间慢了一点，算它第二时间好了）看到我最爱的深爱的想爱的雪的女王。两个多小时前雪的女王第四集已上映，放第五集就是下星期一的事情了。真是气人，韩国的电视剧industry developed太好了，一片百花争鸣的繁荣景象，导致雪的女王一星期只能放可怜巴巴的两集。所以等我看这完整部电视剧2007年的1月就快要结束了。我会耐心等待的，coz totally worth it。

 

以后再也不学数学了，可能再也不学理科了。我不喜欢。唯一对数字感兴趣的时候就是眼睛死盯电脑屏幕显示的bt下载速度的那一会。（有时候还会激昂地喊“上上上”的口号，好像小股民等着股市反弹一样）。总之，最有热情地生活的原则就是：追看自己喜欢的电视剧；学习自己喜欢的courses。

back from econs papers. alive but depressed. im not going to touch terms like BOP, exchange rate, interest rates, inflation, unemployment, MPC, allocative efficiency, economic rent etc for a long long time. they really drove me crazy though i might have once found them interesting. but "interesting" is only to describe something that is not examined.

 

after e econs papers, i went to parkway with an empty but appetite-less stomach. choosing to eat hokkien mee wasnt wise, coz i soon found it mei chi tou de. to make my stomach delighted, i had a big ICECREAM. NICE. i noe its fattening. but it really feels good to spoil urself with such luxuriantly sugar containing food. i'll reduce my sugar/fat intake when e exams are totally over. i swear, i will. prom nite is awaiting. women's determination of being beautiful can never be wavered.

 

THE SNOW QUEEN has been on show in korea for two days. a bit desperate to watch it. a pity that i cant download e only version that was translated n edited. watching online seems impossible too without a good internet connection. just went to e kbs website which is in KOREAN! i cant understand a single thing though i think e programmes n news there are GREAT! oh!! my beloved HYUN BIN n YURI!! 

 

 

太好啦太好啦！章岚最最喜欢的韩国男女演员玄彬和成宥利一起演的电视剧雪的女王已经拍好，11月中就开始在韩国放啦！昨天看了点剧照，两个人的新形象都和以前的非常非常不一样：玄彬特沧桑特man，成宥利特妖艳特漂亮。等我考完试就可以下来看了。这次一定要把持住，考完才可以下载才可以看。prelim的时候中途看美好的一天，结果考试的时候就边哼那里面的歌边想剧情。真是没法抑制住心里的激动啊，都感觉自己要在白云中间飘了。

还有，五月天也快出新专辑了。加油啊，赶快把专辑制作出来！最好像两年前一样发新片后不久就来新加坡开签唱会。能来的话，哈哈哈，既可以看新电视剧又可以看阿信我的人生差不多就完美了。

HAPPYing~~~~~~~~~

sat for two a level papers already. they were neither too hard nor easy---ok lah so far. it's really hard to sustain a good stamina throughout the period; it's even harder not to think about all the relaxation and playing i could enjoy aft e exams. really looking forword to dining at ecp, taking pictures everywhere, shopping for prom nite, watching new drama series, watching mayday's concert vcd over n over, etc...

anyway, PERSEVERE! always have FAITH in myself n keep MOVING ON.  

btw, i noe i'd better stop singing so frequently while revising. e consequence of singing ashin's happy birthday to zhang qianqian on her bday which was one day before e first paper was that e song was being played in her n my minds nonstop during e maths paper. but ashin/mayday's songs are sooooo irrestible: always tempted to listen again n again. and i am motivated by my beloved ashin's lyrics definitely. lalalalala, feel like singing as usual~~~~~~~

wish myself gd luck.

 

 

刚才accidentally翻出以前ran for council时候的house speech稿子。觉得还蛮有意思加意义的。把它打出来，作为纪念：

What do you think of my uniform? (RV uniform) Some friends say i look like a nurse in the uniform. Interestingly, i feel that there are similarities between nurses and students' councillors. And i want to be a nurse in VJ.

Looking after a large no. of patients everyday, nurses face great challenges and shoulder heavy burden. Similarly, students' councillors are also under great pressure. However, after the interview, campaigning and today's speech, i'm becoming more and more confident and ready to conquer the difficulties that may come across.

Moreover, nurses are good assistants of doctors and patients. They contribute to society by giving selfless services. This is exactly what i would like to learn from them. I will be proud if i can be your assistant who serves you well. It is not true that if i'm an SC, i'm superior to you and can always show off. What is more important is to help and  to positively influence others as much as possible. We shall all work towards our common goals and make VJC a better place for all of us.

Please do give me a chance to be a nurse who is willing to contribute.

 

嘿嘿，两年前的英文真的不咋的。那时候champaign, speech还有是elects的时候算是one of the most stressful periods in my jc life。讲speech前一天晚上都没睡好，半梦半醒的梦里都在背speech。那段日子真够锻炼人的。

 

讲到nurses了，就附上五月天的小护士歌词吧：

医生刚走刚刚把门关上
整个部突然party一样
她走进来像天使放光芒
各位色狼不要对她幻想
小护士啊你让我们健康
但太健康又怕你离开身旁
矛盾的我我好想我好想我好想
再为你受点伤

今天PSI（Polution Standards Index)又很低，又是大好晴天。发现真的是没失去过就不懂得好好珍惜。以前不管天多蓝空气多清新都不会怎么意识到。有过PSI150的日子后就会每天往远处望望看能望清楚多少幢房子，望得到很远很远的房子的时候心情也就跟蓝天白云阳光一起飘起来了。

今天考了gp。不知道了，每次都觉得很难，这次也不例外。

今天买了好看的耳环，有颜色很绚丽的石头哟！对好看的石头耳环总是情有独钟的。parkway新开的那家店里的东西真好看，好看好看！

今天还买了好吃的小密橘。哎呀，买得不够多！挑小密橘的当儿听到旁边韩国a ji ma和一个小妹的对话，发现除了a bu ji和o ma以外什么都听不懂。真差劲！等我空了我就好好学。