School starts to get pretty busy. In fact I'm glad to keep myself occupied with going from one place to another for lessons, though I still need time to focus on the study and get my work done. I'm also glad that this sem's modules are richer in content as compared to last sem's, as this richness will possibly give me more motivation to study. Ya, hopefully. I really need to pull up my CAP.

 

For the two of my core modules, I start to find one, social psych interesting while still having no clue how I'm going to study the other one, biological psych. There are just too many details for bio psych to be fascinating. Moreover, the fact that I'm taking these two mods with mostly year2 students is really daunting. Sitting in the LTs among all those more knowledgeable (assumably)/exam-smarter year2s makes me scared. But really I have no choice. 100-12=88MCs of psych mods are awaiting.

 

French2 has become more complicated as well. It might be easy to understand a single word or grammar, but it is so much tougher to put everything together correctly, not to mention the expectation of our speaking as much French as possible during tutorials. (Fortunately or unfortunately, there are only 5 people in my tut class!) And there is this France immersion programme that I've always yearned for. Thinking about it makes me excited already. It couldn't be more attractive if it is less costly or my French level is a bit higher. Shall I save money, learn my French well and go there next year or something?

 

For my exposure mods, Econs and History, I somehow developed some interest in them, but somehow find them no easy task especially for history. I couldn't catch up with the history textbook reading coz I think the words there are really profound. And I guess I have some intrinsic inability in reading texts, being it Chinese or English, fast. Aiya, then I have to put in more time and effort reading all my textbooks.

 

Hope that this sem will be a more fulfilling one. Ya, if I tell myself " I like studying" often and smile a lot when studying, I will probably really like it. Maybe I shall try this.

在看别人的blog，然后我觉得我totally have no life。每天都过得comme ci comme ça，没什么劲。seriously我要想想怎么样真的让自己work hard, play hard, eat hard, read hard, live hard etc。现在是什么都不咋的。毕竟自己要对自己负责，用阿信的话说就是我再也不要再也不要委屈自己一秒。我得好好想想。

然后我觉得human beings真是很奇怪的东西，就一直会有contradictory and ever-changing thoughts。究竟为什么会这么想呢。我要好好学psych。学psych多少是自我剖析的一种途径。嗯。

仿佛已经夜深了，可是现在睡下肯定是睡不着的，不知道从什么时候这个坏生活习惯，together with some other undesirable life styles/ways of thinking ，就跟着我了。真是想要一些改变。goodness, my chinese writing has been so weird with some unglam chinese vocabulary and awkward adoptation of english sentence structures. =(

总之我得快点想点办法让自己觉得有劲起来，每天自己都被自己想脱口而出的好没劲啊弄没劲了。想想。

新学期最让我满意的莫过于我的timetable了。看着剩出很多空白时间的timetable我满心欢喜呀。可是学的这些都不是省油的灯啊，要自觉地多学习一点。学的内容也都不错，每天上课的时候我都挺快乐的。嗯，要学习！

马上就要过年咯。虽然也就这样，有假放总是好的。嗯！但是过年后考试和要交的作业好多。嗯，还是得学习。

时间真是长翅膀的，现在已经是2008年第一个凌晨了。07年过得贼快，不过有很多很多长见识的事情，收获颇丰。来盘点一下。

 

最居家悠闲：考完a level长长的假期在家里歇息。虽然到后来也就没劲了，但是我蛮喜欢生活节奏比较慢不用多想的日子，所以也还好。而且还可以在家里过年，找找同学玩，随时出去逛逛，还有那个三味影院看电影电视剧和电视机里放的电视。而且到后来就越来越暖和了，一点都不冷，嘿嘿。嗯，着实是少有的无比惬意的假期。

最一波三折：那个租房子。具体我也忘了，就是开始还以为都ok了，半路冒出临时状况，后来和nancy商量几下终于办妥了。

最温馨：就是租房子的时候和小姐妹们以及nancy牛姐姐一起烧烧小菜shopping玩乐的美好回忆。前几天失眠我就在想以前我们烧的菜，自己被自己勾引到了。然后每天都三个人挤一张床睡觉卧谈培养感情等。等等等等。

最哭得伤心：说出来有点幼稚，就是a level考得太烂，我在公车上打电话回家报告忍不住就哭了一路。当时还拎着一个大大的塑料袋装snoopy和猴子，贼撮。

最被欺负yet最如释重负：我和张茜撮撮地死扛着去那个telemarketing的撮地方上班，结果无缘无故他们就不要我们了。但是那活实在是我们干不来，被解雇让我们大大舒了口气。

最靠脚力：我打的工都是卖东西的，要一直站着站很久。可是那样也瘦不下来。难道这个解释了我现在没有吃很多却没干体力活然后貌似胖起来了的现象？

最气愤：那家撮店拖欠我工资。哎，奶奶的。用hxy的话说，真是把我给气毁了。

最喜悦：终于终于拿到工资了。

最安心踏实：在precious thots打工的时候每天平静地卖东西，晚上回去路过bt看看张茜，回家跟小妹大姐们玩玩上网聊聊天。虽然貌似挺平凡的，但是还可以观察不同的买东西的人，可以吃plaza sin好吃的炸鱼片米粉等，可以期盼和小妹凑共同的休息日，也挺愉悦的。

最i-also-dunno-what-the-hell-happened：接二连三地被家教的小弟小妹dumped。有的承认是我教得不好，有的就莫名其妙，例如小妹说退学不上jc去poly不用家教了，不要我去了没有及时告诉我让我冒大雨赤脚在积水里走到了才知道被dumped了。奶奶的，不堪回首。

最激动人心：五月天离开地球表面演唱会！！瓦，high翻了，见识到了那个演唱会的高热情气氛。亲眼（虽然是远远地）见到了阿信。完全被迷倒了！瓦！帅也！

最让我后悔又无奈：选了kr当hostel的决定。

最痛心疾首：我最最美丽可爱温柔好使的手机被我弄丢了。哎。

最幸福：谈恋爱。

最slack：整个sem 1都是不在干正事的状态，说实在的就是我也不知道一个又一个week是怎么过的。果然是nil sine labore，没有干正经事的结果就是考试成绩惨不忍睹。都是有因果关系的。

最happy：每次有人生日的时候大家聚在一起玩玩游戏什么的，还有一些小姐妹outing。

最重要最需要毅力：就是下决心下个sem一定要脚踏实地认认真真。然后要keep reading。当一个不nerdy但是有真才实学的时尚大学生。

 

嗯，就是这些。另外我想吃糖葫芦。赶紧消掉这个念头吧。